im so happy

i previously uploaded this note on my fb saying stuff about why i/ people should bother to do stuff that they've been doing even if they see other people who dun spend half as much time and energy on it but gets further than u...

i still am very much bothered and frustrate by that matter.

but i guess i got a lil break from it just now

just now when i made a new choreography to wreckless love by alicia keys
i just hope i have students tmr...
last class was alright, but a lot of students was watching the class
hope they'd join tmr.

i really like this piece
its challenging, considering i've learnt another choreography to this song before
and my favorite chorepgraphers have all pretty much danced to this song too

its so intense, and quick, and emotional too
i've never dedicated a piece to anyone but myself
but i want to share this one with my boyfriend
because its so nice just to dance in the middle of our small lil cozy room
with just my shirt on and no make up and wack hair
whilst u sit on bed and secretly watch me as i jiggle my arm in the air
and scream and sing and turn and twist and laugh
and i feel great.
<3

we were just eating at a nice restaurant tonight too
me just blabbing on and on and on as usual
and u sit and listen and digest and remember what i say
its all good :]

"lets go back in time... when our kiss was brand new... "
its crazy that i still remember how that felt
since my brain doesn't carry anything but junk hhaa
it felt so great,
that i still feel it now.