holiday...

sucks when u're restricted by ure funds

i have no money

so i cant go anywhere

eat whatever

buy whatever

its always that hollow wallet that looks at u

and says

"NO joyce. NO"

PLUS

the last day of school

i had it rough.

first

receiving a morning call telling me my class is cancelled

true to that he might've sed its the 2nd period

(which i dun have)

but i really thought i told him i only have 3rd and 4th periods on fridays

and really thought it was HIM who asked what classes i have on fridays

and yes i was sleeping.

and no excuses to how hard of a sleeper i am

but i think most people dun really listen to every word people say when they're sleeping anyways.

so me missing out the vital fact

that its the 2nd period

shouldnt really be that big of a deal, should it?

missing a class is totally fine

but going into the office and telling him he made me missed a class but still getting a

"no, u heard me wrong, i said 2nd period" (in a fairly serious tone with that attitude that i utterly disguist)

really makes me angry

i don't even wanna explain or talk back saying that he should really have known i only had 3rd and 4th period anyways.

and that sucks.

and so again

i feel stupid and "wrong" in front of him

and if i again complain

he would tell me

"did i ever SAY ure stupid"

no. obviously, but to me it was as direct as words already.

and then, i went to meet my best frd for dance practice

we got off school at 430ish, and the booking was at 6

more then enough time for us to get there

but NO.

at that moment

i put my debit into the atm machine

and at that exact moment it just happen to eat my card.

and so that took us freaking 30 or so more minutes to contact the bank

wait for that person to come

and get me my card

when i was no where near to be suspected of robbing the bank

because i only had 2600 yen in there (26 bucks)

and i was only going to pull of 2000 yen (20 bucks)

and we were late to the studio.

and i dun wanna talk to him.

plus i have no money to plan for anything for me to look forward to.

life is a bitch.

luckily,

theres always friends to cheer u up from it.

esp ones that actually listens to me and appreciate me too :]

kewyee